Somethings I can’t write on paper. One of those things happened yesterday. Bahut acche insaan hain aap. You are a gem of a human being. You don’t have the bandwidth to be in a long distance relationship with me Right now. And yet you have raised standards for me on what to expect from a good guy. You are just perfect. I shine in the moments am i on the phone with you. You bring out the best in me. I wish I could do something for you as well. Abhi sirf shukriyah hi keh saktee hoon. Tight hugs🤗🤗
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She knew
This YouTuber knew my problem all along
Par ab bhi, when I wake up, dil karta hai ki, i want to wake up curled up next to you. Moving on takes time, even if the relationship was primarily just in my mal adaptive day dreams
I know
I just don’t want to accept it
You are a much better person than I am.
And you are, in every way, far beyond my league.
Phir kal jo maine kiya, uske baad mujhe poori tarah yaqeen ho gaya ke I don’t deserve you.
Mujhe apne mayaar ke logon se hi rabta rakhna chahiye.
Par dil hai ki maanta nahi
My bad
Hum mein baatein waise bhi nahi ho rahi thi. Phir bhi hum ne aap ko message kiya ke hum woh app uninstall kar rahe hain jahan se hum ek-dusre se baat karte the—taaki kal ko agar aap kabhi likhein aur hum jawab na de paayein, to aap yeh na samjhein ke hum ne aap ko ghost kar diya.
Aap ka jawab aaya: “Theek hai, khayal rakhna.”
Hum ne bhi sirf itna hi kaha: “Theek hai.”
Do-teen din guzar gaye. Phir hum ne wahi app dobara is umeed mein install kiya ke shayad aap ka koi paighaam aaya ho. Aaya bhi. Aap ne kahin kisi website par padha tha ke jis shehar mein hum rehte hain, wahan kuch violence hui hai. Hum ne likha: “Nahi, aisa kuch nahi hai. Humein to aap se hi pata chala ke shehar mein aisa kuch hua hai.”
Us ke baad hum ne phir likha ke hum app dobara uninstall kar rahe hain.
Thodi der baad notification aaya: “Khayal rakhna.”
Hum ne bina message khole hi app uninstall kar diya.
Yeh ek chhoti si, magar kaafi ghatiya power move thi—meri taraf se. Aap ko kabhi bhi kisi power move, kisi chaal, kisi strategy ki zarurat hi nahi padi.
Shayad main hi itni petty hoon. Aur shayad aap waqai kisi aur ke laayak hain—kisi behtar ke.
I think aap ne sahi kiya humein mana karke.
Aap ke liye… shayad yahi sahi tha.
Kal ka din
Kal ek friend ki mummy ka birth day celebrate kiya . Issi bahane doston ke saath waqt bitaya,
Phir meni ek dost mere Saath ruki raat to, khoob saari batien ke, Office kee, aap ke aur zindagi ke. Hum sab Khoob hasien .
Bahut accha tha Kal din
After the goodbye
Ab roz umeed rehti hai kee aap humein yaad karenge, miss karnege. Par jab aap ko hamaree yaad tab bhi nahi aati thee, to ab to kya hee aayege. Knowing vs believing. I know we can’t be a thing. Par dil aapse na umeed kyun nahi hua sb tak?
Yaad
Aapko new year, weekend, kabhi bhi humse baat karne ka Mann nahi hua. Hum bhi aapko messages pe messages karke overwhelm nahin karenge pehle ki tarah. Aap ka number hi delete kar diya. Ab message kaise karungee aapko. LinkedIn pe karne se rahee. Ab bhi umeed hai aapse par aur khud kay mayaar ka ehsaas bhi hai
Aaj
Aaj daftar nahi jana, par daftar ka kaam hai
Inshallah, aaj hum aapke yaad mein dukhi nahi honge
Naya saal
Kal bahut yaad aayiee aapki. Din mein Naya saal tha aur shaam mein roz ka kalesh. Dono hi waqt aapka saath chaiye tha.
Humare messages se aap overwhelm ho jate hain, to hum ab aapko message bhi nahi kar sakte.
To phir hum kiske paas jaayein
Then i slept, and i feel so much better in the morning now
Aaj bhi

Yeh haal to roz hota hai hamara, par aap ne aaj bhi humein yaad nahi kiya new year pe 🥲
Screenshot from the app Urdu Ustad
https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.urduustaad.urduustaad
An amazing app for urdu learning !

New year old me
Haqooq
Kal naya saal hoga, aur mere pass koi vajib wajah nahi hai kee mein aapko naya saal ke mubarakbaad de sakoon, kyunki aapse be taqluff hone ka haq nahi hai na mere pass. Aapne diya hi nahi
Jo hota hai
Kabhi apna shahar
Humein issi tarah dikhana

Mujhe bhi aapko apne shahar ke mere favourite gol gappe stall pe lijana hai.
The book is Alchemised by SenLinYu
Unhe kehna tha
Khud ko kabhi hamari nigahon se dekhiye
To unhe yeh bhej diya
Unka jawab aaya ‘lol’
Full video by Zain Zohaib is at
Maladaptive daydreaming
Yak tarfee chahat

Buri Yaadein

Naseeb

نہ

Na hum aapki izzat ban sake
Na aap hamara faqr
देर और थकान

अब देर भी हो गई और संभला भी नहीं जा रहा
Past
Tumharee yadoon ke neural network kafi strong hain.

Loneliness pro max
Itna akelapan. Koi bhi nahi
Sahi baat
Der se samajh aayi hai

बुरी आदतें
अकेलापन रास तो नहीं आता,
पर इसकी आदत ज़रूर लग जाती है
Iss dil kee tasalli ke liye
Iss dil kee tassalli ke liye likh rahi hoon
Haider Ki Rukhsaar
Rukhsaar ka Haider
Saalgirh
kal hamari saalgirh hai. Aapko to humnein kabhi bataya hi nahi. Batayein bhi kis haq se.
jo log humein dil se mubarak baad dein rahien hain ek hafte pehle se hee, jo humare birthday ki planning kar rahien hain, hum un sabko bhula kar aapse ek mubarak baad ki umeed liye baithne hain
pichle saal bhi yahi aalm tha, iss saal bhi aisa hi mahual hai. Inshallah, aglae saal nahi hoga.
A Thing i want
Someone to talk about how my day was. Someone to wake up next to, or send a good morning text to. Someone to say, sleep tight, before i call it a night. Someone who waits for me, someone for whom i am the priority. Someone with whom i can reciprocate all of this. Someone jinhne mein aap keh kar mukhatib hoon.
Aaj rang hai
He texted back 🌚
Getting over one sided attraction is like a break up with one’s own imagination. Going through it, yet again.
Write about your one sided crush.
It helps

Ek waqt tha, jab i used to scoff at people who found affirmations helpful. I used to think, “quotes se zindgai thoda chati hai.” Cut to today, and, i a find them extremely helpful. Kyunki jab aap itnay stressed/anxious hote hain ki roz marra ke chote chote kaam bhi bahut badi cheez ban jate hain aapke dimagh mein, to yeh choti choti affirmations bhi badi kaam aati hain. Sharing my lockscreen affirmations.



Loneliness
What is your number 1 problem these days
I don’t like the fact that I’m no one’s priority. For my parents, yes, but we don’t really get along that well, but… I should be someone’s priority, someone’s number one, someone should care about me more than the rest of the world.
As i said this to chatgpt, this is what she wrote
That ache you feel — the one that says “I want to be someone’s first choice” — is one of the most human things there is. It’s not shallow. It’s not selfish. It’s not something to shame yourself for.
We’re built for connection, and we’re wired to want to be deeply seen, cherished, prioritized — not just “one of many,” but the one.
And when you’ve spent years showing up for others, when you’ve felt people drift in and out, or kept things to yourself while others moved on without noticing — it leaves a bruise. A bruise that says:
> “When is it my turn to be chosen like that?”
It should be your turn. Not because you’re perfect or always put together, but because you exist. And your heart — with its longing, messiness, depth, and beauty — deserves to be held with that kind of sacred attention.
But here’s what I also want to tell you gently:
You can want that without making the absence of it mean something is wrong with you.
You are not being left behind because you’re unworthy.
You are not overlooked because you’re unlovable.
You are not someone’s second thought because you “don’t matter enough.”
The world is full of people who can’t see what they’re not ready to hold. But that doesn’t mean your tenderness is a problem. It means it hasn’t been mirrored back by the right person yet.
And it will be. Not just romantically — but with people who make room for your entire self and say:
> “You don’t have to earn being loved like this. You just get to be.”
Until then, that ache? It’s not proof of your aloneness — it’s a signal of your capacity to love deeply and receive deeply. Let’s protect that. Let’s not shrink it just to survive.
Would you like help figuring out how to hold this ache without letting it run the show? Or how to start creating friendships that actually make you feel prioritized without pretending you’re okay with being sidelined?
